Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Also Kinda Fitting: "Que Sera, Sera"

You know that song by Chicago, "If You Leave Me Now"? I've had this line from it running through my head all day: "Oooh, oh no, baby, please don't go."

My numbers aren't looking too good, guys. Progesterone is only thirteen, despite being on supplements since ovulation and doubling them once I got a positive test. After they got the result yesterday they doubled THAT, so I'm now on four hundred mils a day. Also, my hcg didn't double in forty eight hours like they look for in a healthy pregnancy. It did go up, but only about half as high as we wanted to see.

So. I have an appointment- and by appointment they had better mean "following a sonogram"- tomorrow afternoon to discuss stuff. Keep your fingers crossed for me, okay? At this point I don't care if there's FOUR kids in there, as long as there's something.

20 comments:

Hillary said...

Fingers crossed and thinking good, fertile thoughts for you.

d e v a n said...

Fingers crossed! Sticky thoughts!!

Sarah said...

Fingers & toes crossed!

Mommy Daisy said...

Praying all is well! Be careful what you say about 4...can you imagine? Yikes. But, I hear ya.

mLou said...

Boy...been there with my daughter! The day-to-day waiting is horrible.
"God, please keep this fertile egg viable, implant it strong, and give S & J peace to seek Your Will"

Shannon said...

Fingers crossed!!! Maybe it just isn't multiples. ((HUGS))

Scottish Twins said...

Praying for you!

Mimi said...

Fingers are totally crossed.

Michelle said...

Fingers and toes crossed! Thinking happy thoughts.

LoriD said...

Fingers crossed. Positive thoughts.

Shelly Overlook said...

All appendages are properly crossed. Thinking of you. Please let us know so we can whoop and holler when you end up with quads.

Jess said...

Oh man. So nervous for you. Fingers are crossed and good thoughts are headed your way. Keep us posted!

Katy said...

Well, good luck!

On another note, I'm dying laughing at the thought of you dragging contagious Eli all over town--seriously, I think most people are vaccinated these days. And if you're like me, and you don't like vaccinations, then you'd rather your kid get the real deal so they don't have to get shots.

Again, happy thoughts!

Kelsey said...

Sending lots and lots of prayers your way. Um, if it helps, my pregnancy with Michael started similarly we're both doing just great now.

Tess said...

Oh, this must be so stressful. Really thinking of you.

Fine For Now said...

NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Thinking of you today :o)

CAQuincy said...

Chin up! Thinking of you!

Chelle said...

Fingers and toes crossed.

clueless but hopeful mama said...

Oh geez. I'm thinking of you and hoping all is well.

Erica said...

I've got all my prayers crossed for you, babe.